Monday, October 27, 2008
HEY EVERYONE!
I will be officially transferring to livejournal as of today. :D
Please visit & relink me @ austereclarity.livejournal.com!
Thanks!
BYE.
SuicidalBallerina
00:06
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Fangirling is so time consuming- but SO DARN WORTH IT!
I'm so crazy over my new idol right now~ he's so talented in dancing, singing, acting &&&& he's UBER good looking!! : DDDDD
Yamada Ryosuke!! (^W^)
Seriously, in Tantei Gakuen Q, he acts UBER WELL as Amakusa Ryuu.
Which is another character I'm going crazy over!
Introducing Amakusa Ryuu, a.k.a Ryuu-kun: good-looking (very much so), cool, calm, collected, mysterious, has a complicated background, smart (VERYVERY), caring (in his own way), modest (very), silent &&& so much more that I absolutely cannot describe! xD
TANTEI GAKUEN Q IS THE LOVE.
RIGHT, okay. Calm down. :D
Tmr's the "official" last day of school- 23rd Oct. Not for the Sec 3s lurh obviously. WE have lessons till 5 Nov. >_>
Anyways, going to school tomorrow is kinda' pointless seeing as all we have to do is cleancleanclean the classrooms. -..-
Don't feel like going to school~ but I wanna' spazz with abi and che!! :D
Hahahah, abigail, remember the "drama" we were talking abt today during lunch? ;D
AHAHAH. YOU NEVER KNOW! > that's what you always say eh?
You might meet Yuto on the streets of somewhere and hahaha, please don't do what you're planning to do dear~ DANGEROUS! :D
Sometimes, fate has a funny way of showing us how to love.
SuicidalBallerina
07:29
Saturday, October 18, 2008
HEY EVERYONE! :DDD
I'm back from my Hiatus! FINALLY. The examinations have ended, the results are all back & we're starting to feel that the exams are indeed over. ((:
AND! I've finally watched finish "It Started With A Kiss" season 1 & 2 :D I'ld seriously say that it's definitely one of DA BEST SHOWS EVER! The last part was REALLY *swoons*
So sweet & innocent lurh their love. (:
Okay, shadn't rant so much here, it'll get irritating considering that I've been talking bout' it alrd.
hahaha!
Been contemplating on alot these few days.. About lortsa things.. School, friends, relationships.
Ahhh. It's so.. complicated.
For my FYE results, I can definitely say I deserve the horrible results >_> Cause' I only started studying the last 2 wks although I "planned" to study a month before. And I wasn't even studying properly. *sigh*
Gotta' work harder for next year's o'lvls. :/ it ain't gonna' be easy.
I just hope that I can reach my goal- now that I've finally gotten one. Dare I say it aloud? No, I'ld better not. I don't even think that I'll reach my goal, but at least I've got one right now that I can work towards. The journey matters more than the destination. (: If I DO reach it in the end, then all the more better. If I don't, well, at least I've tried.
But I don't even know why I've suddenly chosen this goal.
I'm rly afraid for next year;
> If I'll study hard enough
> If I can actually make it pass sec 4
> If JCAT wld end up in the same JC
> If I can finish that part of the journey to be one step closer to my dream
> If I can make it up to someone- like I've been promising myself to
Okay, not so long update today cause' I've no idea what to write. heh. Gonna' finish up my homework now so that I can continue watching my dramas!! (:
" Love beyond the glory is a quality of a true hero"
SuicidalBallerina
07:35
Sunday, September 7, 2008
"In this classic protrayal, nobody knows who you are; so seal the secret in your heart, keep it safe & never let it out to those who can lie to you"Finally, the race for FYEs is here. Not sure if I'm supposed to be happy that the year is coming to an end or sad that I've to study till my brains melt. -..-Ahh well, we'll see.I'm finally at episode 116! :D Just in case your don't know what I'm talking about, I'm currently head-over-heels crazy about the korean drama- HEART OF NINETEEN! OMGOODNESS ME. It's awesome! *hearts*A bit draggy at first, but certainly worth the watch! I'm going to finish watching it no matter what, so I'm going to have to sacrifice some of my other time. It has 157 episodes, oh my goodness. LOL, but my mum and I managed to finish 116 episodes by the end of the September holidays, starting from last monday :Dhahaha, jiayou to us ^^Not that I'm going to neglect my studies for the k-drama, but still, I can't resist not watching it. xDAND. It's has also helped my Mandrin improve a lot, which is really good cause' my Mandrin's been going downhill. :/Anyhow, this is my last post before the end of the FYEs, which is the 8Oct.- Or maybe I'll just post something up when I've finished watching HEART OF NINETEEN :DHahahha. Okay, sayonara to everyone till' then :D
SuicidalBallerina
09:40
Friday, September 5, 2008
What would you do if fate tore you apart?
What would you do if right at this moment, it is the end of the world?
What would you do if no one you knew was left in this world?
What would you do if your soul mate disappears?
What would you do if your best friend betrays you?
What would you do if knew that you weren't going to survive tomorrow?
What would you do if HE kisses you tonight?
What would you do if you were suddenly five again?
What would you do if you saw the Lord?
What would you do if you could never do the thing you loved most again?
What would you do if you had to face the world alone, yet you were suddenly terribly shy?
What would you do if you got disfigured in a freak accident?
What would you do if you had to choose between your best friend and soul mate?
What would you do if you had to choose between your life and your family's future?
What would you do if the were left alone to die?
What would you do if you got abandoned in a foreign country?
What would you do if you got sold as a slave?
What would you do if everyone turned their backs onto you?
What would you do if you knew that you could change the world?
What would you do if you could have all the riches in the world?
What would you do if you were stuck together with a person you hated for 17hrs in a broom closet?
What would you do if you had to betray your conscience to save your life?
What would you do if your son did something unforgivable and turned to you for help?
What would you do if all these happened to you.
SuicidalBallerina
03:55
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Right, before I continue on with my chemistry holiday assignment, I've decided to blog about somethings that I've thought about- courtesy of Cheryl :D
Time.
In the essence of it, how many people truly appreciates what it gives to us? Maybe we grumble about how it just whizzes past us without stopping. Or how we don't ever have enough to do the things we want to do. Or even how slow it crawls by sometimes.
Is it truly time that is doing all that, or us?
Just like love.
What is love without the heartbreak, the tears, the hate, the fights and most importanly, what is love without risking your heart?
How does anyone ever realize that what you feel for that person is truly love? Does the realization come as a sudden thought, or a punch in the gut, or even just that warm feeling settling over?
Just like friendship.
The very basis of it varies from person to person, and yet is the same to everyone. Would it still be that friendship that you remember without fighting, gossiping, heart-to-heart chats, understanding and trust? Would the people within that bond stay as strong, as together without some lies, some blatantly crude comments, some gossiping around behind another's back? Perhaps it may seem wrong under the watchful eye of justice, but isn't this just being human? Everyone makes mistakes, and I guess, I believe that only the strongest of friendships can survive the weathered storms.
Just like freedom.
Without feeling caged, would be ever have thought about freedom? Without wanting something, desiring something to the point of breaking, would anyone ever long for this 7 letter word? And yet, what is truly freedom in its purest form? Being free is still somewhat being caged. Being caged is still being somewhat free. Controversial as it is, I think many misunderstand the life in this.
Just like passion.
That fire in you, electrifying your very being. That looseness and finality in it. That drug that keeps us fighting for what we want and love. That statement of truth weaved between the lies that unknowingly slips out of us everyday. The colours that we bring into our soul. With this within us, how is hate so different from love then?
*Ahh, I know I'm being random But it's what I've been thinking about since Cheryl talked to me about her would-be blogpost during Chemistry on Tuesday (:
SuicidalBallerina
02:05
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
##Stolen from Melissa *2*
Bold all of the Disney movies you have seen:
Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)Pinocchio (1940)Fantasia (1940)
Dumbo (1941)The Reluctant Dragon (1941)
Bambi (1942)Saludos Amigos (1942)
Victory Through Air Power (1943)
The Three Caballeros (1944)
Make Mine Music (1946)
Song of the South (1946)
Fun and Fancy Free (1947)
Melody Time (1948)
So Dear to My Heart (1949)
The Adventures of Ichabod and Mr. Toad (1949)
Cinderella (1950)Alice in Wonderland (1951)Peter Pan (1953)Lady and the Tramp (1955)Sleeping Beauty (1959)One Hundred and One Dalmatians (1961)The Sword in the Stone (1963)Mary Poppins (1964)The Jungle Book (1967)The Aristocats (1970)Bedknobs and Broomsticks (1971)
Robin Hood (1973)Pete's Dragon (1977)
The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977)The Rescuers (1977)The Fox and the Hound (1981)Tron (1982)
The Black Cauldron (1985)
The Great Mouse Detective (1986)Oliver & Company (1988)
Who Framed Roger Rabbit (1988)
The Little Mermaid (1989)The Rescuers Down Under (1990)
DuckTales the Movie: Treasure of the Lost Lamp (1990)Beauty and the Beast (1991)Aladdin (1992)Cool Runnings (1993)
The Nightmare Before Christmas (1993)The Lion King (1994)Toy Story (1995)A Goofy Movie (1995)Pocahontas (1995)Tom and Huck (1995)
Muppet Treasure Island (1996)James and the Giant Peach (1996)The Hunchback of Notre Dame (1996)'101 Dalmatians (live action version) (1996)Hercules (1997)George of the Jungle (1997)Air Bud (1997)
Flubber (1997)Mulan (1998)
A Bug's Life (1998)Mighty Joe Young (1998)Toy Story 2 (1999)Doug's 1st Movie (1999)Inspector Gadget (1999)Tarzan (1999)Fantasia 2000 (1999)
The Tigger Movie (2000)The Emperor's New Groove (2000)Dinosaur (2000)Monsters, Inc. (2001)Atlantis: The Lost Empire (2001)Recess: School's Out (2001)Return to Never Land (2002)Lilo & Stitch (2002)Treasure Planet (2002)Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl (2003)Brother Bear (2003)Finding Nemo (2003)The Jungle Book 2 (2003)Piglet's Big Movie (2003)National Treasure (2004)Home on the Range (2004)Teacher's Pet (2004)
The Incredibles (2004)The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe (2005)Pooh's Heffalump Movie (2005)Chicken Little (2005)Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest (2006)High School Musical (2006)Cars (2006)Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End (2007)High School Musical 2 (2007)Meet the Robinsons (2007)Ratatouille (2007)Enchanted (2007)Wall-E (2008)
SuicidalBallerina
09:13
