Wednesday, May 28, 2008
I guess I shld just give up then.
There isn't any point in holding on to the past anymore.
And it pains me, kills me literally to try to catch hold onto sth that is slipping away.
You don't remember, then I don't think I shld either.
Because maybe if I forget, I can start over; just like you did.
I waited for you at the crossroad, hoping to start anew.
But you just went on without me.
I couldn't see for so long, because what I felt then misted my vision.
But now I see, and I know.. It hurts to let go, but it hurts even more to hold on, and hope each day that somehow, someway, it might just turn out differently.
Hoping for a miracle seems so much easier now.
But goodbye is the most difficult word that I've ever tried to say to you.
SuicidalBallerina
06:57