Sunday, August 31, 2008
Just got back my ballet results yesterday after class.. Didn do as well as I expected :/
Wanted a Distinction in something that I really love, and something that I think I can actually excel in and love at the same time, but I still cldn't. Whilst sitting and reflecting, I realized that maybe I could have put in a little more effort in my ballet exam.
I'd wanted to see how well I could do without practicing, to see if I was actually good at something without putting in the effort. Guess that sounds kinda' greedy huh? But between my studies and everything else, I wanted to prove to myself, once and for all, that I COULD be good at something. that I had a real passion for. That dance was and will always be there for me to turn to, be in in happiness or in pain.
But it's not the case. Work harder the next time then, especially at my footwork.
Btw, my score is 70/100. Merit.
Went back to my primary school on Friday, not intending to meet anyone or talk to anyone other than my teachers. But fate had to play this cruel joke on me and have what, half my cohort come back to visit the teachers. >_>
Ah whatever. My ex-classmates just gave this awkward hello and grimaced before walking away or looking away. Only Huiyao was nice enough to actually give me a sincere smile and talk to me. Expected.
Well, gave my principal a present and wished her and most of my teachers a "Happy Teacher's Day" before walking around the school, remeniscing bout' the good ole' times. *sigh*
Decided to say 'Hi' to the auntie of my fav. stall back then, bought the 50cents wedges and sat down, looking at the cute lil' kids rushing about. HAHAHA. They really ARE SO ADORABLE :D
Then, for some unknown reason, I turned back just as I was about to leave to talk to Lingling, who also went back. And yeah, she told me something that left me shell-shocked for like 5 minutes.
He went back. The first time since forever. He went back. She pointed him out to me.
*sigh* Saw him and stared without realizing it, till he turned back. I quickly turned away and then,
He was gone.
Went back after that cause' Abi was still at her primary school.
>End of my absolutely boring life.
SuicidalBallerina
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